Hesitation

Judith de los Santos

Fate has laughed and sent me on my way
With no comforting words
I've lost, I've found, and yet I still remain alone

Draw the vaguest lines
Dragging my feet
Sending subtle signs

Wasting time with hesitation
Knowing that I hide 'cause I'm not afraid
I'm petrified

Make my life a little more extreme
'Cause I need something to get me on my feet
So I can rise above this mediocre side of me

Should I go along?
Or should I wait for more?

Wasting time with hesitation
Knowing that I hide 'cause I'm not afraid
I'm petrified

I try to overthrow what I can't control
All that's in my way
Wondering if I'm weak
Or just in too deep

Wasting time with hesitation
Knowing that I hide 'cause I'm not afraid
I'm petrified