Worst Mistakes

Josh A , Iamjakehill

Stressed all the time
I′ve been making my worst
Mistakes of my lifeStill been searching for purpose

I don't know why this pain finally surfaced
Stressed out my mind
Made mistakes
But I′m learning

And I've been making all of the worst
Mistakes of my life, 'stakes of my life
I try so hard to keep it together
I′m running for cover but that don′t suffice

What's wrong with me?
Feels like all these songs I′m making just ain't songs for me
Just a way to vent all the demons calling me
Just a way to keep me safe so they won′t bother me

And I'm sorry I don′t answer when
You call me I know you've been worried
Really nothing gets you just the way that I am
All the pain that I've been dealing with has gone to my head, no

Pain goes on and on
I′m thankful, I′m so fucking grateful
That I never let go, oh

Screaming all these melodies inside of my head
I hope I hear 'em when I′m fading racing thoughts in my bed
I'll make you proud, I won′t quit now
When there's nowhere to run I′ll stand my ground, oh

I've been down one too many times
But I'll fight ′till I can′t find the light
I've been there, done all that before
Don′t care, what's one more war?

I′ll be here if you need me, I swear
I drag you down, but I know you still care
And if you hear me I'm so sorry
I′ll be better in the morning

Pain goes on and on
I'm thankful, I'm so fucking grateful
That I never let go, oh

And I′ve been making all of the worst
Mistakes of my life, ′stakes of my life
I try so hard to keep it together
I'm running for cover but that don′t suffice

(What's wrong with me?)
(What′s wrong with me?)

Pain goes on and on
I'm thankful, I′m so fucking grateful
That I never let go, oh