Said Oh, it's the night before the mixtape drops
And I'm just trying to rest my head
It's the night before the mixtape drops
And a bunch of dark thoughts fall in my head
What if it's not everything I want it to be
What if it sounds real good to me
But it doesn't sound good to him or her or anyone, oh, oh
Then it hits me that I really don't mind
But I'd be lying if I said that I didn't think twice
And I'm a say something I know I'll regret
But here it goes
We all just want to be loved
See we just want to be loved, is that so much to ask?
See we just want to be loved, is that so much to ask?
See I just want to be loved, is that so much to ask?
See I just want to be, see I just want to be loved
And everything I do, I swear I'm self-conscious
Ridiculous, this is nonsense
And just admitting this, I'm getting kind nauseous
But I am not afraid, I am not afraid
I am not afraid to admit I just want to be loved
I write how I feel and I will spit accordingly
Half of y'all are boring me
My tanks filled with thoughts that I ought to get rid of
So I'll pass B, please don't gas me
And I'm just trying to see progress
But ya'll don't want to see change
Cause y'all be non-sense, get it?
Well maybe you do or maybe you don't like the song
So from the start I've been a fool
The label's Beautiful Mind
Make a difference with the music that you make
My name's Jonathan Bellion and that was Scattered Thoughts Volume 1
