i'm just sitting here in the darkness of the shadows, waiting for someone like you. someone who won't hurt me, only someone who can embrace me, love me, hug me. someone who can handle me. i'm here crying bloody tears just waiting to see if there is any hope left (any hope left, any hope left) please oh please (please oh please) come and embrace me, so i don't go crazy i need to know that someone is out there that still loves me like you do, if there is no hope left then there is no need for me to be on this earth just hiding away in the shadows, why must i suffer like this can't i get any credit for me still being here, you don't know how hard it was for me to stay here and just hope that there is still hope left for me and you. but what if there ain't no hope left (no hope left... no hope left) i'll slit my own throat and lay here in my own blood, as my body starts to go limp (as my body starts to go limp) i wait there as you hurry over to me not knowing i am welcoming my death to me, just wanting to go away forever! (i wanna go away forever) leave me alone i am worthless to you, you were just pretending to be my friend, to be my lover... thats what he said, as i sat alone in the dark alley way, the devil came and told me all about it, i didn't know if it was the truth but why should i try and find out? you may just lie more to me. just leave me alone to die here tonight i shouldn't exsist on this lonely cold planet. how much is it to ask for people not to be the way they are to me just go away let me welcome my death (just go away and let me welcome my death tonight) i'm running (i'm running) outta time so let me do this right now, as you run through the woods to me but your to late my body lays limp on the ground with out a pulse, how was i suppose to know it was all a lie.. (how was i suppose to know it was all a lie, it was all a lie, all a lie, all a lie)