I wanna be her calm
If she wanted to leave it all behind
Be a place she could runRealize that if I got to be without her
I′d rather have none
Thinking of ways to stand out
Got to be more than just fun
Got to be
Hoping to uplift the individual we could be better as a sum
One plus one could alleviate some of the pain
When all we're doing is struggling for crumbs
Been a loser for awhile but her presence makes me feel like I won
Afraid of what the reality may be but enough daydreaming
I′m done
It's time for the truth
Show her the things I can do
I can make her laugh
Never make her sad
Check out the way I move
So you can see the way
I handle the day to day
Between work and play
Always seem to fade away
Might change a little if you had a say
If you find me worth it
Past the things and qualities other peoples see on the surface
I'd even be down for the lame his and hers merch shit
Little bit of our pride we′d have to forfeit
But a lighter load could only help to sail this ship
Going crazy cranium searching swerving back and forth on the surface
Trying to find the confidence to convince myself
That I could possibly be worth it
Be a well of nourishment
Where she could hurry quick
Not for condolences
Or for a Rollie wrist
Maybe for the comfort that regardless of the situation
You got my support in this shit
I guess that′s it
A lot of different feelings leave me mixed
We got each other's backs we′ll be fine
Not fixed
But somewhere in-between benign and tragically intertwined
Living life on the line separating chaos from bliss
You put your hand to mine and we could make it consistent
I could meet your folks
Talk to them learn about the people that know you the most
The ones that hold you close
Not for the approval but for the happy review of my constitution and character
See if I can really measure up
Or am I just an embarrassment
Battling back the terrible terror of
Hoping that I can remain enough
Moving like a slug if it means building up trust
Friends saying you you got to be nuts
You need to wake up, open your eyes, scoop out the crust
Dreaming of the day you look me in the face and say
I think I'm in love
A mess of emotion
Sparked by a crazy cardiac arrested heart explosion
Packed my baggage but you helped unload it
What a wild ride but we stay in motion
Always grounded but still feel the floating
Only thing about me that′s worth noting
Is that you choose me after soul searching
I'd like to be close but feel so far apart
What if we′re like a romantic movie
Fated, linked, marked
What could I do to get you to see it
Bit of a joker and you know I mean it
I'd happily go to bat for you
Never wake if I can keep on dreaming
From High School to College and beyond
We can walk hand in hand or do the long distance dance
But only if on occasion I can outstretch my arms
Cause your touch brings me joy
In fact it's what put me on
Whether a studio apartment or park bench
As long as we′re locked in you know we can get it popping
Upgrade to a nice house a dog and some kids
Just to think this all started because you walked up and said
Hey
Hi, so you′re new
Yup, I was in band before so I thought I could drop right in
Well I could show you around, they call me Maps around here
Oh, yeah
Well among other things, but Maps is probably one of them
