The Absentee

Haste

And its felt like lead, too

Think to let anything else in?

It is too heavy to stand.

I won't push out, please, God

This tears me apart on the inside,

You quit and you suck and you are still the same..

As far as I can see I wish to breath,

I can't take this change,

I would rather stay here

With my hands gripping my throat.

What now?

You find yourself on the outside?

What about them?

What about her?

What about all of your responsibility?

I find this in blood, for some

Easy to walk away,

I find that I can never break, this hurts,

It tears me apart on the inside

I've quit, we are done,

It seems that now you're the Absentee

I still feel so much for you