The walls around me spin
I think of the way it began
If I were to know all the thingsThat would change for that rush
I′d still do it again
All that I've wanted is all that I′ve known
The callous pursuit of stimulants to a fault
Open the vault
Why do I seek that knowing the damage?
I face the scars on my arms
I can't deny that I romanticize it
Missing the times that I've mourned
The walls around me spin
I think of the way it began
If I were to know all the things
That would change for that rush
I′d do it again
Whatever happened to all that I′ve learned?
That darkened abyss
I really shouldn't miss it at all
But here I go
Thinking about the glass shattered around me
Shame from the promise I broke
I can′t deny that I romanticize it
Missing the times that I've mourned
Shadow men stalked me all through the night
Shadow men stalked me all through the night
The walls around me spin
I think of the way it began
If I were to know all the things
That would change for that rush
I′d do it again
Pull it, push it, tight fist
Pull it, push it and enter the void
But I escaped so long ago
Don't look down
Don′t look down
The tourniquet I shouldn't miss
I shouldn't miss the warm caress
How can I?
