i would have sailed away if i'd known that nothing would change
starting out my window sill in my wasted prison cell
and i know what you want and i know what you feel
as i cradle your loving and watch you disappear
and i feel your heart beat pounding in my head
i'd like to control you 'cause i can't control myself
rain come my way mold my head like a ball of clay
softly wither into my grave never to see the sun again
all alone in a crowd by myself so sorry wish i could find a way
back into your hole again but i've become your enemy
