as i look outside
i can see the rain about to start
the air is damp but warm
and i remember how you used to feel
and i see your face
my cold reflection scares me at this hour
how i wish i could sleep
if only i could slow my mind a bit
--chorus
then when i see you i forget the pain
and melt away with you
only a day has passed and i can't help
but feel that i've lost you
your room confines my thoughts
and then my worries drift when i'm with you
but i don't want to leave
i never know just when we'll meet again
--chorus
what is it that feeds this
haven't i learned enough from yesterday
i really don't need this
haven't i had enough of this today
then i sit at home
my walls reflect how my life is so bleak
and i feel so alone
i break down and call you cause i'm weak
if i could see what you are
if i could blow away my clouded sight
your lies they made me a fool
if i mean nothing what else can i say
