This was supposed to be a love songgggg
But now it′s not
I am more than the previousI been smart and an idiot
On the flip side of obedient
Learned through experience
In myself felt greediness
My persona been hideous
Felt karma come immediate
Through it found median
Not to mention the ingredients
You see this is full gospel
With a bit a dope up ya nostril
If that ain't ya cup a tea
Gonhja smoke past ya tonsils
This is beauty and it′s awful
Within is a sinner and apostle
Water in one hand
Other holding a tequila bottle
Y'all get what I'm saying
Or at least I hope so
We all have highs and lows
We all carry cargo
Ease the pain with the most dope
The mechanisms use to cope
To the point where we overdose
Since Kids introduced to those
Dip into some alcohol
Fall into a spiral
Neglect the Bible
Funny faces from the church folk
So you never church go
Heart turned cold
Girls that mean nothin to em on his iPhone
Just don′t wanna feel alone
Just don′t wanna feel alone
I am more than I think I am
I am intelligent
Always on the giving end
Well mannered with respect
Well it depends
On who I'm with
But still never classless
Even tho I skipped most of thems
Snuck off to work another shift
Looking forward to the freestyle sesh
That was to come after it
Beaner smoking on the cigs
While I was on the dip
Picture this, 3:00 AM, 16 year old kids
Evading entities, Dreaming lucidly
Bout the loose leaf and the ink
Nostalgia so vivid
I could take a pic, Take it quick
Before the moment ends
Find yourself looking back at this
Same sentences, Coming out ya lips
I just time traveled on your bitchasses
This is blE.T muthafucka get a grip
Tell ya friends, This is real authentic
Benchmark for rap music
From Nuevo Mex
Little vato tryna get a ahead, before they come for his
Finding comfort in
The bed he made, where he lays
Still pushing weight
Through the factory that is the brain
Every word in perfect place
Never late
Either way it go I′mma be just fine
I'mma be just fine
I′mma be just fine
Brother of mine we gon' be alright
Yea you right
Yea you right
But sometimes
But sometimes
Sometimes I
I sit and think
And relive these memories
Just a couple kids with a dream
Wit the good times and scary scenes
At the time, we were burger flipping
I was smoking cigs′n', you were dipping
Cyphers after work, I'm eager to listen
Man we were shifting
Crackin codes that they encrypted
Sacred geometry
Now I′m understanding my philosophies
Shit is beyond me
I′m speaking honestly
I'm just harnessing all this energy
Battling entities, they be menacing
They won′t finish me
They too weak
And with every kill, I gain experience
Really riveting, this is the epitome
In all seriousness
I'm an arsonist
To the word, I′m indigenous
Isn't it ironic how I′m healing wit the sickest shit
I stay cooking, amidst this virus
A fuckin pandemic
But I been making panda expressions
Kung pao chicken in the kitchen
The way I'm living, limitless
I love life, it's intimate
I tapped into, the infinite
