Sinking

Godhead

Standing in the back of the line


I feel the others try to push me down and keep it away from me


Grabbing at the one thing that i know is mine


Can't you see me with my head to the floor


feel the recklessness of absolute desperation


Valued Sentimental pieces of the life I thought held in my hands





Why do I always try


To better what I am


Can't realize that I've always been sinking





Failing everyday


It only helps to aggravate


The sickening feeling inside that won't go away


Fall Down


Pick yourself up and fall down


This is what its like to be me, me


Can't you see what I see





Why do I always try


To better what I am


Can't realize that I've always been sinking?





What I am is what I feel


But what I feel is nothing real


And what I know is all I want


Is to be saved from this spot


Is to be saved from this spot





Why do I always try


To better what I am


Can't I realize that I've always been sinking