Yeah
All of them time mandem was stressing
Them days I fight depression, Make no one say its a blessingWhen I had none in my corner, I had nothing in possession
Happy days never lasted, you can tell from my expression
Got people that I talk to but they barely even my friends and
I′on really fw people, cause I see all they pretention
Left my last girl on the road, girl i'on like to stress
I know a couple of my exes got some questions I′ll address
Not now maybe in the future
I'm tryna find myself, embrace my synaethesia
I used to be color blind, stupid me thought I could fix ya'
Well she came from the streets so the street′s always her teacher
Go on let the streets feed ya
I ain′t tryna die young like roddy, I'm tryna be freaking rich
Make use of all my time, saving nines, put a stitch
Be the one to make the news, how I rise above a bitch
How I rose above them niggars that never thought I′m the ish
(Yo, it ain't even about the sample,
It′s just me tryn'a tell you how I feel in a moment you know.
This mixtape is just like a different aspect of me.
Yeah. Y′all get to know the difference)
I've seen and felt so much pain I'on think I′ll ever be the same
Devil on my shoulder, these angels prolly be the same
I put it on myself, I got no one else i′ma blame
Guess it's so much easier, ′cause niggars really be lame
Way too many close minded people so I barely share my thoughts
If you got an open one, then you'll know these are food for thoughts
I barely rap like this′ cause I'on like talking feelings,
And I hate it when I do it, but I just wanna pour it all
I no dey wear my heart on my sleeve, I keep it locked in
Cause most of y′all niggars y3 bitches, some niggars go talk shit
Say man be emotional, so I try to man it up
But I cry myself to sleep sometimes, and that shit really helps like
Sometimes e good to let the pain out, that's the way to get it right
For a while adey bottle am up shit no dey feel right
Sadness and jealousy most of the time wey dey cloud my sight
But one thing I know is that it gets better
'Cause I′ve seen colder nights
