Lying To Myself

Freestyle

I believed in you

Why'd you leave when you

Said you would never let me go

All I gave was love, wasn't that enough

Tell me the truth I need to know



Refrain:

I can say to myself that I don't need you beside me

That I've put it all behind me

(But) I'd only be lying to myself

And I'd only be dreaming of what

I know would not come true

Coz no matter what I do to try

To think I'm doing well

Reality is that I'm still not over you



I know everyday

Trying to find my way

Drifting into the empty roads

Crying every night

These tears, so hard to fight

What do I do, I just don't know

I can say to myself that I never needed you anyway

And after all I've nothing more to say



(But) I'd only be lying to myself

And I'd only be dreaming of what

I know would not come true

Coz no matter what I try to do

To think I'm doing well

But reality is that I'm still not over you...



I thought that it was never ending

No, I thought that we were not pretending it was real

I know my heart will soon be mending

And after the rain the sun will soon reveal



Yet I, I have been lying to myself

And I, I have been dreaming of what

I thought would not come true

I know after all I'm going through

I will be doing well

And when the day comes

I know what I say is true

That reality is, I'm finally over you