Vigil In A Wilderness Of Mirrors

Fish

Listen to me


Just hear me out


If I could have your attention


Just quieten down for a voice in the crowd


I get so confused and I don't understand


I know you feel the same way you've always wanted to say


But you don't get the chance


Just a voice in the crowd





I don't know the score anymore


It's not clear anymore


I can't tell right from wrong anymore


I just don't understand


I was sitting here thinking of exchanging a new world for old


Like changing the channels on TV


Or the dirt that we stand in to gold





When I was young


My father told me just bad guys die


At the time just a little white lie


It was one of the first but it hurt me the most


And the truth stung like tears in my eyes


That even the good guys must die


There's no reasoning no crimes and I never knew why


Even now it still makes me cry





If there's somebody up there, could they throw me down a line


Just a little helping hand, just a little understanding


Just some answers to the questions that surround me now


If there's somebody up there, could they throw me down a line


Just a little guiding light to tell wrong from right


Just some answers to the questions that I'm asking you


I keep a vigil in a wilderness of mirrors


Where nothing here is ever what it seems


You stand so close but you never understand it


For all that we see is not all that it seems, am I blind?





And you sit there and talk revolution


But can you tell me just who's in command?


When you tell me the forces we're fighting


Then I'll join you and gladly make plans


But for now only our t-shirts cry freedom


And our voices are gagged by our greed


Our minds are harnessed by knowledge


By the hill and the will to succeed


And if that's not what you believe


Would you just let me know


I'm not standing alone


That I'm not just a voice in the crowd





If there's somebody up there, could they throw me down a line


Just a little help