Behind My Back

Evergreen Terrace

Born from silence, silence full of it


A perfect concert my best friend


So much to live for, so much to die for


If only my heart had a home





Sing what you can`t say


Forget what you can`t play


Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes


Walk within my poetry, this dying music


-My loveletter to nobody





Never sigh for better world


It`s already composed, played and told


Every thought the music I write


Everything a wish for the night





Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin


Died for the beauty the one in the garden


Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom


Failed in becoming a god





Never sigh...





" If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it


Remember only the verse, songmaker`s cry the one without tears


For I`ve given this its strength and it has become my only strength.


Comforting home, mother`s lap, chance for immortality


where being wanted became a thrill I never knew


The sweet piano writing down my life"





"Teach me passion for I fear it`s gone


Show me love, hold the lorn


So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me


I`m sorry


Time will tell (this bitter farewell)


I live no more to shame nor me nor you





And you... I wish I didn`t feel for you anymore... "





A lonely soul An ocean soul