Condenser

Eleven Finger

felt the best that i could feel censored every memory


give me yours so I can feed mine


anywhere but far away can't be what you meant to say


I won't miss you in the meantime





all jokes aside you should decide


if it pleases or pains you


you should be allowed but you were beat out


so nothing can save you





closing up into the end try to start it up again


a lower voice and tired heart beats


take away the self esteem force it through to get relief


taking everything that I need





spirits all keep coming down


come around with answers


i'll cut my teeth in slivers


you're up and gone and senseless


broken open your abscess





is it all or is it none


i cant decide


closing all the one way doors


till i am left outside


that's just what i see


that's what i came to see


now you shut me out


i feel left out