Nandina

Drex Carter

It′s always been the same
It's always been the same
I remember days
I remember nights
Taught me be myself
That was great advice

And you ain′t never care
'Bout who I'm gonna be
′Cause you just always saw the fire
That was under me

I remember Cudi
I remember blessed
When you played that song
I was so depressed

Really pulled me back
Things could be worse
You the only person talk to didn′t sound rehearsed

But now that you gone
Had to make all these songs
Act like I ain't give a fuck
And act like ain′t nothing wrong

'Cause all that happy shit sell
And all the that other shit don′t
And in the back of every thought I have
I'm scared I′m still broke

But fuck it, rather get it out
Then get a check for some fake shit
Know nobody gonna be proud
Don't even think that I'll make it
If I′m living on the couch
At least I′m not on the pavement
If you was still up in the crowd
Could give a fuck if I'm famous

All my teachers kicked me out
And told me stop being loud
Sniffing Whitney chris′in brown
Go tell 'em look at me now
′Cause I'm a product of myself
And I′m 'bout half way there
Before you judge me
Better go and take a look in the mirror

Never lived a day if you just worried
'Bout the days a coming
Never seized the night
Unless you got that new Marcellus bumpin′
Toot my own horn, save my money
Man, they gotta love it
Took a chance on building up these walls
Call that Donnie trumpet

Can′t get it out my head
Stay on my mind
They all just said
That it get better with time
It's not about love no more, say
I been feeling so numb no more pain

Can′t get it out my head
It's no ones fault
The light don′t shine
Without a little bit of dark
I been living everything that we dreamed up
When we was walking down that road, Nandina

Can't get it out my head
Stay on my mind
They all just said
That it get better with time
It′s not about love no more, say
I been feeling so numb no more pain

Can't get it out my head
It's no ones fault
The light don′t shine
Without a little bit of dark
I been living everything that we dreamed up
When we was walking down that road, Nandina