I′ve always felt like a beast resurrected
I flipped my lid when my teacher said I was dyslexic
Non stop eating tryna fight high metabolismThen my doctor tried to say I'm fucking anorexic
I block my pain out subliminally affected
I′m just an individual I've always been rejected
And when I finally found somebody that loved me that's when I done the dirty like my fucking ex did
I′ve been writing down lyrics from the age of nine
You played your childhood well fucking olders played with mine
I′m not getting gassed talking like I sprayed a nine
But feds knew my name and always used to waste my time
They told me one day were gonna give you major time
I knew I'd prove em wrong I′ve got away with rhymes
I'm on the move you can hate while you stay behind
I never talk names but they′re too keen to slater mine
The fucking jealousy how did it get ahead of me
I was tryna build a legacy that's something that I′ll never see
The worst felony sleeping with the enemy
The music and the melody was telling me to never cheat
Now I'm reminiscing lighting up this remedy
It's lemony it′s cheddar sweet
I′m tired but not getting sleep
My soul's gold but I feel like it′s dead in me
Negative energy overflowing Hennesy
I find it difficult battling depression
I remember back in school I be panicking in lesson
The anxiety hating on society
I've always had a big problem tackling aggression
They think I′m calm cuz I'm wrapping up the lemon
But I′m the type of guy that will attack him with a weapon
You like chemistry mix hate and jealousy
That's why I'm feeling like I haven′t been progressing
I felt like I was balling I was drawing out the dirty cash
On road with thirty lads and thirsty gash my murky past
I was only thirteen you was getting gassed from Burberry hats and dirty slags
I was still improving from my early tracks
I tell em on a level my brain will never settle
I put fire on the beat just like I manufacture metal
Give me the beat give me the bass give me the strings and the treble
I just wanna live my life I don′t want a fucking Medal
The fucking jealousy how did it get ahead of me
I was tryna build a legacy that's something that I′ll never see
The worst felony sleeping with the enemy
The music and the melody was telling me to never cheat
Now I'm reminiscing lighting up this remedy
It′s lemony it's cheddar sweet
I′m tired but not getting sleep
My soul's gold but I feel like it's dead in me
Negative energy overflowing Hennesy
Now It′s looking like this music is a game to them
They ain′t ready but they're out there chasing fame again
I talk my life take a listen feel the pain again
I′m writing so hard that I pierce my pad and break the pen
I was loyal backing fighting in my mates defence
If there was any trouble I was switching waving blades for them
That's stupidity riding for a faker friend
I′m moving anti I'm not making same mistakes again
I fell into a day dream now everyone is killing it
I was over thinking getting paranoid of pyramids
I′m open minded even when I was little kid
But I'm rebellious I try not to give a shit
I'll make your head spin like the liquor did
If you can′t handle it how you meant to trigger it
Try be me you couldn′t even picture it
I maintained the pain made a change then configured it
The fucking jealousy how did it get ahead of me
I was tryna build a legacy that's something that I′ll never see
The worst felony sleeping with the enemy
The music and the melody was telling me to never cheat
Now I'm reminiscing lighting up this remedy
It′s lemony it's cheddar sweet
I′m tired but not getting sleep
My soul's gold but I feel like it's dead in me
Negative energy overflowing Hennesy
