Looking back at me
I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
[Chorus]
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold
To you I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
[Chorus]
Never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
the screwed up side of me that I keep
locked inside of me so deep
it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
[Chorus]
