Traitor

Compliments Of Gus

It was an accidental mishap that started it all

But no turning back

I felt cheated by the way that they eloquently

Interrogated me

I could see just what they wanted

And to avoid confrontation

Shied away from the truth

Allowed to go I realised

In haste I'd left just lies behind



Oh Lord, will You

Hold me, cradled in the palm of Your hand

As I, I hear Your voice,

Still I don't understand

Why You, You care for me,

A traitor who's returned

Again



You gave Your life so unselfishly up for me

Though I never asked You

You have never turned Your back on me despite the fact

I do it frequently

Lord, You know I love You

I adore You,

I live for You, Jesus

Please, help me with consistency

I don't understand

Why I can't live like You command,

full of love

Like You have for me