Agoraphobia

Coletta

I′ve been trippin' over more than anxiety
Stop fucking bugging me
You need to come out with that new, you need to come out with that new shitAll I need is to be somebody′s company
Or to feel something
But I've gotta live and make do, but I've gotta live and make do

I don′t feel like my old self
How do I live when it′s nothing I have felt?
What of what I felt was fear or death itself?
What if I don't get a hold of my mind and my health?

I′m a mess
Don't fall for my disguise
Oh, how I love it when you look into my mind
Empty all the time when I look into my eyes
Watching all the days go by
Prognosis classified
How do I get by when I feel so dead inside?
I don′t understand it, but it looks so fake outside
I'm not satisfied that my mind is unaligned
Levitating in delirium of helpless cries

Yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah

I don′t know what it is that I still long for
Or who this song is for
But I've gotta lay off the abuse, but I've gotta lay off the abuse
Hopefully I can feel like my mind′s not a chore
Bad headspace mental war
You′ve just gotta learn to let loose, you've just gotta learn to let loose

I don′t feel like my old self
How do I live when it's nothing I have felt?
What of what I felt was fear or death itself?
What if I don′t get a hold of my mind and my health?

I'm a mess
Don′t fall for my disguise
Oh, how I love it when you look into my mind
Empty all the time when I look into my eyes
Watching all the days go by
Prognosis classified
How do I get by when I feel so dead inside?
I don't understand it, but it looks so fake outside
I'm not satisfied that my mind is unaligned
Levitating in delirium of helpless cries

I will always be here for you to fill your needs
Music is all I′ve left to bleed
I hope that one day you can see
I just wanna set you free
Be who you think you should be
Don′t let fear of failure tell you that's something you can′t achieve