There it is, you hear it?(Arias heart beat)yes
I′m just trying get my life togetherI could be a meteorologist due to all this bad weather
I just whether the storm hoping things will get better
I'm trying to balance being a rapper
A husband, and a father
But s starting to get harder
They tell you don′t give up on your dreams
But the s ain't as easy as it seems
When your life is bursting at the seams
This ain't a movie there′s no behind the scenes
Sometimes I wonder what I was put here to do
Then I look down at you
It all becomes clear
Being a good father is just something I need to do
Between my daughter and the music
Things can pretty confusing
There′s no time for picking and choosing
I always find my self losing
A never ending battle but I'm only human
Forever learning student
Lookin for ways of improvement
Music so heavily rooted
I′ll die before I let hip hop get ruined
Aria after birth numbers being recorded
No one sees where it all begins
But we all know how it ends
Living life through a lens
Party on the weekends
With social media friends
I'm addicted to this fake life
I won′t even pretend
Can't put my phone down or else I get tense
I refuse to be a trend
I′d rather bleed this pen
They say it's mightier then the sword
My only inspiration when I record
Is hip hop being restored
Or maybe 5 mics in the source
But Ill only get that on my own accord
I play these songs for my daughter
Hope that she's a little author
Trying to recreate a the doctor
Unleashing her inner monster
So she can divide and conquer
Prosper farther then her father
Never becoming a slave to the all mighty dollar
Even if she don′t come in first I′ll always accept copper
Arias mom talking to Aria, Aria making baby noises
Most people mistake me for another person
Popping bottles always flirting
Late nights leaving early mornings
But I always seem to stay determined
Nothing but a humble servant
Only For some certain persons
Got their names tatted in cursive
For these lames to be observant
I'm a family man behind the curtain
All about money only while I′m working
Never worrying about nothing is worth all this
Exertion
In the beginning when I use to do music it use to be for fun for the love of hip hop
Now I do it just to better myself just to show my daughter a better example
How if you perfect your craft you can get places
So at the end of the day most of the things I do is now strictly for my family
Aria laughing at her mom little mermaid music playing in the background
