Hey babe you didn′t pick up your phone
But I wanted to let you know I'm getting off early tonight
And I just wanted to say I love youAnd I can′t wait to come home and see you
You know the car I want
I bought it
You know those shoes I want
I got em
And anything I want
Ima get it for me now
Cause its time for me now
Its my time now
End of a war now start of another
Another hoard coming right at us
Here hold my hand I got a plan
We have an established connection like giga band
I wanna be more than just friends cause
I Don't wanna be a one man band
Matthew Ramsey yeah
Let me reach for that ass
Buns in a pantry shelf yeah
I want you for myself
And you want me yeah
I know a place that we can runaway yeah
Headed back to my place she's at work
Come on baby lets do it slow let your Body flow
This is the best night of my life so it goes to show
How important you are to me tonight
Foreshadowing about my life with you
Seems so great
You are beautiful no debate
Feel sedate in your arms
What is this feeling is it cause it′s new
Suddenly I come into realization
I fell for my own lust
My own frustration is now with my participation for my own gain
Now I burned it all in vain knew what was at stake
What a mistake now its too late
Gonna to have to live with this fate
You know the car I want
I bought it
You know those shoes I want
I got em
And anything I want
Ima get it for me now
Cause its time for me now
Its my time now
Can′t believe it
I risked it all for this
I've crawled out the abyss
That′s one thing to check off of my list
Wandered miles of desert with a fist-full of confidence
Stars aligned to appoint where I needed to go
That's providence
Look how much progress
I′ve made over the years
One person that needs to hear this thank you
My girl rode through
My own hell my change of character
My lonely tale my queen
I'm to take care of her
Somehow with my crazy sheer luck she′s all mine
How much longer
Will the secret hide, from her
Lock myself in the room, bummer
I'll come out in a bit, harm her
Through the process
Use my passion as an excuse to execute everything around me
Though only her and I in the room
Destined to be doomed and its all my fault
Cry till my eyes fall
Out their sockets onto the asphalt
I allowed it to go this far
Can't sit down in my sorrow
Have to tell her first thing in the morning tomorrow
You know the car I want
I bought it
You know those shoes I want
I got em
And anything I want
Ima get it for me now
Cause its time for me now
Its my time now
On the couch with her she′s about to know
I′d rather rob a store then have her know
What's really going through my head
I have tried to cushion my feelings I′m afraid
Keep on pushing
Everyday just isn't the same
I′m not the tamed lion I used to be
The darkness in my memories are gaining ground
Conquer me
I feel so close yet so far from my end goal
Sprinting but I'm idle
I′m running out of gas
Like a car on empty at the traffic signal
Yesterday she was talking about her bridal shower
And how magical she wanted it to be
She used to mean the world
The girl of my dreams
I don't want to you to leave
Though I been seeing someone else for a couple weeks
In the middle of watching a movie
Told me to leave pack my pile of dirty laundry
Cause it reeks of my guilty conscience
Can't clean this stain
Don′t have money for new clothes
I′ll embrace the shame
Take my 2 door out on the mountain terrain
While its raining to hydro plane get the adrenaline out
I'm in so much pain
Let it out with a yell
Cause I′ve prolonged the issue
No one wins
You fucking bitch you
Stop myself I created this mess
Can't regret the decisions I made because
You know the car I want
I bought it
You know those shoes I want
I got em
I′m sorry can we please stop
Hey where are you going
I can't do this anymore
But we′re almost done can't you just
I can't do it you′ll have to find somebody else
Melissa wait
Alright You got this
You′re used to doing it alone anyways
On Stage my first performance
Im rocking it they're loving my music
Best day of my life
I was born to do this
A million dreams to get here now
Can′t believe I'm a damn showman
Piece of me feels like it′s missing
Messed up the scene of my stage
Lip sync cuts out now everyones pissed and
Stuttering my own lyrics
Look out to where she was gonna sit and
She's not there
Overwhelmed the crowd is starting to boo their way out the exit
I was next up now I′m the next flop
Everything I worked for just to lose it all
This is my fall rake me away like leaves
Piling up in your walkway
When we cross paths now
You shun and push me away
There's no turning from what I did
So I turn to medication to deal with the stress
Pop the lid take one after another I guess
This is the fifth one today and its starting to hurt my chest
Hey please call me back
I need to talk to you
I just I need to understand
No one can get ahold of you
Please just be okay
I don't think I can handle this anymore
This is too much
Just call me back please
