To The Distant Grey

Cadaverous Condition

I remember the dreamwind

filling my sails then blowing me off course



I remember the blue sky

the follies of youth and a wish to die



I remember things held close

thrown away and forgotten



I foresee that it will come true

this my wind now blows for you



calling calling

across the blue



I remember the black heart

the knowledge of age and the falling apart



I remember the feelings I lack

and the friendships that were a stab in the back



calling calling

across the blue



I will burn this page today

I will throw my life away

I just do not want to stay

I give it all to the beautiful sea



calling calling

across the blue



calling calling

across the blue



to the distant grey