Can′t go back and change the beginning but you can start where you are and change the ending
No matter who you are you can start repenting
Even if that phone bill with god is mad expensiveIt's better than these demons in my head, they′re mad vicious
Evil and horribly malicious
What I do from here on out is morally intended
And the realness said up in the booth Is normally intended
What I've said before I hope I am honestly forgiven
Even if you're unforgiving
Even if you can′t forget it
Know I probably regret it
But here I am now tryna debt it
But I can′t pay it with a debit
Definitely can't put it towards credit
Sorry couldn′t cut it if a diamond would've said it
I just hope you understand I′m tryna send a message
But you probably haven't got it because we′re so disconnected
You the type to try and fight love when it comes in your direction
You're the type to only see your own perspective
Breaks my heart to know that yours is broken
Tried to hold you down but you were used to floating
I tried to love you, you weren't used to feeling emotions
Left me feeling like a bouy In the middle of the ocean
Seasick mmm
Seasick mmm
Seasick
Mmm, yeah I′m
Seasick
Aye but who am I to jeopardize my own life
For someone that isn′t even worth it in my own eyes
How do I even take the time to set aside time to be more conscious of going through my mind
When I've been surrounded by a field full of mines
I turned blind, when it was full of signs of gradual decline
I must′ve been dumb to think that you were mine
Attachment and possession is all a figment of your imagination
It's kinda funny how I was even in it for the love just the pussy
Yeah it′s true you played yourself and myself
Congratulations, you won, at least this round
But don't forget I′m still the mother fucker that's gonna run this town
When it came to putting a bullet in my head, I missed it
Only cause I understand my mission
And I can't go back and change the beginning but I can start where I am now and make a new ending
No matter who you are you can start repenting
Even if that phone bill with God is mad expensive
It′s better than these demons in my head they′re mad vicious
Evil and horribly malicious
What I do from here out is morally intended
The realness said up in the booth is normally intended
