Problems I try escape
Making excuses today is just not my day
Put up defenses think it will all blow overWhile it′s sending chills on my shoulder
Hold the same baggage I'll solve it when I′m older
Let it freeze in the winter the air never felt more colder
Only way to end it is to face it I know I must
I'm Letting all the worries sit by the window collecting dust
Jaded all day
Forgetting the purpose
Obstacles in my way
Let the issues live rent free I low key think I love it
Already and I know it ain't the worst of it
Mind Battlefield be jujutsu Kaisen cause of all the curses I fight
The verses I write are the weapons I keep on my side
Banana peel got me slipping everytime I′m down to ride
Attention falling off like I′m driving on rainbow road
Ignoring the warnings In a snowstorm without a coat
I loathe myself every time I'm not confident
Dealing with that weight for so long Now I′m letting go of it
Tired of the fuck shit
That made it hard to function
Slowly I am improving
But still too fast at drawing conclusions
In a snow globe of my own
Waiting for somebody to enter my world before im gone
Problems I try escape
Making excuses today is just not my day
Put up defenses think it will all blow over
While it's sending chills on my shoulder
Hold the same baggage I′ll solve it when I'm older
Let it freeze in the winter the air never felt more colder
Only way to end it is to face it I know I must
I′m Letting all the worries sit by the window collecting dust
Anxious
Cause talking about myself feels pretentious
And every step I take heightens my senses
Feel like the journey to my goals is forever endless
Take a step forward it's never big enough
I'm an anime mc I use my pain to power up
Even when I′m blind still got my footing Like kenshi
Deflecting the bullshit life sends me like genji
Spent so much time making beats I know it′s not luck
Still worry if the lucid dreaming will turn to dust
Got the life jackets for if my thoughts get shipwrecked
Take a deep breath I've Been there I did that
Doesn′t stop the tornado inside my head it's been hurling cars
They say I′m out this world cause I'm always shooting for the stars
I see things with too many different lenses
Too Empathetic say I′ll do it myself I can't help it
Don't leave me alone
Someone hit up my phone before it′s all said and done
Problems I try escape
Making excuses today is just not my day
Put up defenses think it will all blow over
While it′s sending chills on my shoulder
Hold the same baggage I'll solve it when I′m older
Let it freeze in the winter the air never felt more colder
Only way to end it is to face it I know I must
I'm Letting all the worries sit by the window collecting dust yeah
