I don′t know what to do
I don't know where to go
Back to back and I′m losing track
Wakin' up and I'm feeling trapped
I hate the world I must admit
Moved around but I′ll never fit
Job to job they pay shit
Day by day for a paycheck
That′s how I live you'd imagine
All the dumb shit I′m about to do
Imma get diapers imma promise you
Late nights they take a toll
Run a bump now I'm feelin′ woke
Baby cries from another room
I suck at this when supporting you
Where's the help when you need the most
She growing up
Can′t buy her clothes
My sons humble
I think he knows
Why his pants don't fit and his dollar shoes
Fall apart from the bottom soles
Pray to god that he gives me strength
To stand up and man up
But I'm dead inside like a phantom
I hate to feel cause it′s random
I′m hot today but I'm cold tomorrow
I′ll hold it down but I'll fall in spiral
Days and nights they′re blending in
Have the same thoughts that I'm ending in
Suicide or I feel deprived so tell me why what′s the reason that
I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
I′ve been gone I feel so alone
Someone come and save me from this heavy load
I don′t know what to do
I don't know where to go
I′ve been gone I feel so alone
Someone come and save me from this heavy load
I'm depressed don′t be Surprised
Nothings left and I can not rise
I thought I knew what it be like
Growin' up and you full of pride
House hold with kids and wife
White fence you know the type
I lost it all that was quick tho
No new chance no free throw
I question life and my purpose
Lose track of my focus
Anxiety man it′ll come and go
Don't close the doors my truth will show
Dreams of death and that pleasant sleep
If I'm off tonight let′s be honest please
You won′t hear this or remember me
So take me away from this agony
I don't know what to do
I don′t know where to go
I've been gone I feel so alone
Someone come and save me from this heavy load
I don′t know what to do
I don't know where to go
I′ve been gone I feel so alone
Someone come and save me from this heavy load
I hate the fact that I've been divorced
22 and my life reversed
Loved her she didn't love me back
Full of lies can′t handle that
No love can′t Interact
Tell me why how to move on
No hate just good thoughts
Life sucks what a slogan
Say it loud when I'm hopeless
I pray to god I see better days
Months pass I see nothing change and
This house of mine has emptiness
Lost friends they were envious
My pockets swell but they had holes cause
I lost it all to these dam courts
I don′t know what to do
I don't know where to go
I′ve been gone I feel so alone
Someone come and save me from this heavy load
I don't know what to do
I don′t know where to go
I've been gone I feel so alone
Someone come and save me from this heavy load
