I'm not afraid but I am ashamed
I'm not to blambe but I play the game
I'm not the same but I'll keep my name
I'm not going to use you for my own gain
When things were good I felt invisible
But most of the time I felt resentful
There was'nt anythying we couldnt do together
The hate inside me makes me feel better
Give up the hate we know where you keep it
I know it's there even thought I cant see it
I'm not afraid but I am ashamed
I'm not to blambe but I play the game
I'm not the same but I'll keep my name
I'm not going to use you for my own gain
I't all my fault and I admit it
If guilt had a life then I live it
But I cant compare your hand in the mess
I can hate you some more but I cant love you any less
I'm not afraid but I am ashamed
I'm not to blambe but I play the game
I'm not the same but I'll keep my name
I'm not going to use you for my own gain