[Verse 1:]
Dear diary why this man
That claimed that he admired me
Got me stressin got me bitin my
Nails from the anxiety
Keep on eyein like private detective
Hes overprotective even works
Hes jealous and wrecklace
Cookin up breakfast bacon
And eggs sunny side up
Since the eggs weren't
Scrambled he blackened my eye up
It's bad enough he ain't trustin me
I can't even go to the bathroom to
Pee he be rushin me but treats me
Good when his body lusts for me
I feel so dirty I feel like my body
Ain't worthy last night I try to go
To sleep early I felt so tired I
Jumped in the shower
The water felt like fire
He done turned the cold water off
I started screamin when I felt the
Hot water burn my skin right off
Dear lord why you left me lost
This mans abusin me truthfully
I feel the pain and scrutiny
[Chorus:]
He keeps hittin me
My face fallin' cause
U shatter my bones
He keeps hittin me
Damn I wish this man
Would just
Leave me alone
He keeps hittin me
Lord hurry up n
Just take me home
He keeps hittin
N hittin me
N hittin me
Stop hittin me
[Verse 2:]
Dear diary your the
Only one that knows my secrets
If he finds out I leaked it
I won't live to see tomorrow
Had to borrow tampons
From the neighbors
Can't leave the house to buy
Necessicities I'm usin toilet paper
I hate this, can't even look
Out my window pane so much pain
Just to look my
Eyesight starts to strain
In the name of jesus but
He don't hear me no more
Hold up I hear a knock on the door
"Open up the damn door"
"Hurry up before I kill yo' ass"
I don't wanna open the door I'm scared
Last time he spit in my face n
Grabbed me by my hair
Cus he claimed that I was
Havin' an affair
N I don't even dare n call the
Cops cus my heart'll stop
[Gun shots]
Oh my god he just shot the locks
Dear diary tell my mom n pops
That I love em alot
[Chorus:]
He keeps hittin me
My face fallin' cause
U shatter my bones
He keeps hittin me
Damn I wish this man
Would just
Leave me alone
He keeps hittin me
Lord hurry up n
Just take me home
He keeps hittin
N hittin me
N hittin me
Stop hittin me
[Verse 3:]
Dear diary I'm takin my last breath
Atleast he left but he stabbed
Me in the chest
He made me suffer and he
Tortured n raped me
I told him to shoot
But he wanted to degrade me
-gasp- can't breathe
Lord forgive me I'm carrying
A seed and he won't even get
To see a day of life
Oh christ I see a shinin'
Light please take us high
Let me fly with my son in
Your holy sky tell my
Momma that I'm sorry for the
Lies that he never hit me
I love you man n pa
Atleast I don't gotta cry no
More atleast I can sleep with
Out bein sore thank you lord
For takin me
[Chorus:]
He keeps hittin me
My face fallin' cause
U shatter my bones
He keeps hittin me
Damn I wish this man
Would just
Leave me alone
He keeps hittin me
Lord hurry up n
Just take me home
He keeps hittin
N hittin me
N hittin me
Stop hittin me
