It's complex
easier it is the harder I try to get out of it
I'm the first to admit it
when the cigarettes lit only to be extinguished
its complex
you all love me anyway
you're better off without me
at least that's what I'll say
on the outside looking in
my selfdestruct system is my only fight
'cause I don't play to win
I try to put my finger on it
frustrated
but I know all in all it has not come to grip with
on the outside lookin in
my selfdestruct system is my only fight
'cause I don't play to win
isn't it a complex
oh you must be thinking of another
it depends on the light.. most suicidal tonight
I don't play to win
I don't play to win
I don't play to win