Lost Perfection A. Coulrophobia

Between The Buried And Me

These hours seem like years...I've been staring at this wall, wondering

when it's going to take all of our lives. I'm just glad we have jokes. I

think way too much back here. My eyes are slowly closing; boredom is

causing this loss of interest. When will I awake? Asleep...

This party of four includes three grown adults and myself. The first

adult is very shy and wise enough to keep the second one from

conversation. (They're on a mission). Gender is not recognized. The

third adult is a male and talks too much. The stench of shit is in the

air...

The room storms with laughter...fours turns into a hundred and the noise

is unbearable. "It's time, you are in hell, this place will kill itself

soon!"

I cry, and the hands surround me. Born into a hell...

I never wanted to wake to this. I hae experienced nothing, yet I feel I'm

the only one who has not done harm. If only I could understand how to

change things...I can't fucking think. The noise is unbearable. THE

noise STOPS.