Blue Times Two

Avail

god i feel like hell

for myself and you

and i hate myself

to end absolute

walking still below ceilings

going round and round

nine in the evening now

and i ain't never shared

more than times allowed

without you leading

i could just stay and fight

oh i'd still feel justified

but i don't always do what i intend

my mind stands to fail

with or without much deatail

and for that it's far too late

standing still but not believing

that talking round and round

will a solve everything right now

and i ain't never dared

let a word slip out

do you breathe when speaking?

cause i've been here all night

and you talked your throat fucking dry

did you even mean a word you said?

my mind stands to fail

with or without much detail

and i can do without distractions

god i feel like hell

for myself and you

and i hate myself

to end so absolute

my mind stands to fail

with or without much detail

it's best left unsaid

let's accept mistakes were made