Unloved

Arden Jann

There will be no consolation prize


this time the bone is broken clean


no baptism, no reprise and no sweet taste


of victory. All the stars have fallen


from the sky


and everything else in between


satelites have closed their eyes, the moon


has gone to sleep


unloved....unloved....unloved....unloved





here I am inside a hotel choking on a


million words I said


cigarettes have burned a hole and dreams are


drunk and penniless


here I am inside my father's arms


all jagged-bone and whiskey-dry


whisper to me sweetly now and tell me I will


never die


unloved....unloved....unloved....unloved





here I am an empty hallway


broken window, rainy night


I am nineteen sixty-two and I am ready


for a fight people crying hallelujah


while the bullet leaves the gun


people falling, falling, falling and I don't know


where they're falling from


are they


unloved....unloved....unloved....unloved





hoping that the kindness will lead us


past the blindness and


not another living soul will ever have to feel


unloved....unloved....unloved....unloved


unloved....unloved