Undisclosed

Antiba

Foooor reasons that I cannot disclose now,

You are not the only one who cannot see what it is I saaaay



Foooor reasons that I cannot control now,

I am not the only one who cannot see what is is you



For eleven months I never thought that this is how it would be.

I've never been so close to someone and yet I am so far.

It's only now that the differences in our wavelengths do show.

I've never felt so constantly unhappy...



So blessed in this life although now I wish that I wasn't me.

Cannot begin to understand what it is that I've done.

I guess that at heart I'm just a selfish, self-centred man.

Can't even feel enough emotion to cry now.



Foooor reasons that I cannot disclose even to myself I know I am alone to saaahayayayayay ayayay

And never have I felt so confused in my emotional highs and my lows in dismayhayayayay ayayAYAY!