Before I was so lithe
Everyone could fool me
Boys made me loose my virginity
Friends manipulated me
One day I met a mysterious,
Nice man, half lynx
He became my lodestar
He made me independent
He made me to a man-of-war
He made me to poison
To nicotine
He made me to morphine
~Ref~
When I look into the mirror
I see a sad face who has
Done a big mistake
A person with a mask
I just got my memories
Every minute I think of all the Pain I went through
I miss it so much
Ihave a nasty feeling
I used to love the moonlight
Now I hate it so much
I want to need the oxygen
I miss feeling the pain
I want to take a pace backword
Turn back the time
I want to live again
~Ref~
If they just could get a picture
Just get a clue
The answer to my death
I could be a free soul in heaven
Not trapped on earth when
I Can't live
~Ref~