You ain′t thuggin this, you ain't thuggin that
But I spent a long time on the run
In my head this, in my head thatCuz I took the wrong line to have fun
Cocaine and OxyContin on the counter
To cope with depression for not having love
Enough in one room to dose all of the people in here
But we still running out of drugs
Took enough this, took enough that
Wasn′t enough I was chasing a high
Forget about this, forget about that
Forget everything we can keep it inside
Tell me you love me and mix it with liquor to ease all the pain from your beautiful lies
And take a few more of whatever they give you
Just wanna be getting lit in the night, yea
I heard the talking surrounded by doubters
And I know who weak by who talking the loudest
If you from the bottom, what's under the bottom?
Look where I been at, and look where you found me
They call me "Nu B" but no I ain't new to this
I got some niggas that′s known to be shooting shit
I ain′t the center they want me to win
Grind on my center and work on my zen (damn)
Fake love
Struggled with keeping my face up
Suddenly famous
Studied my anger
No we ain't taking no pay cut
Somebody told me I′m here for a reason, competing with you never came up
I got a mission, you want the attention
No wonder you're bringing the name up
Took enough this, took enough that
Wasn′t enough I was chasing a high
Forget about this, forget about that
Forget everything we can keep it inside
Tell me you love me and mix it with liquor to ease all the pain from your beautiful lies
And take a few more of whatever they give you
Just wanna be getting lit in the night, yea
You ain't thuggin this, you ain′t thuggin that
But I spent a long time on the run
In my head this, in my head that
Cuz I took the wrong line to have fun
Cocaine and OxyContin on the counter
To cope with depression for not having love
Enough in one room to dose all of the people in here
But we still running out of drugs
You ain't thuggin this, you ain't thuggin that
But I spent a long time on the run
In my head this, in my head that
Cuz I took the wrong line to have fun
Cocaine and OxyContin on the counter
To cope with depression for not having love
Enough in one room to dose all of the people in here
But we still running out of drugs
In a TrackHawk
With my homies we sliding
Ain′t no back talk
When we whip it we wildin
Know I′m leaving my girl at the crib
Baby it could get violent
No the function ain't never lit ′less I pull up with my shawty we riding
My story ain't perfect
Partially numb
Think that my heart is as black as my lungs
Attacking my fear when I rap on these songs
Combated depression
Drown it with drugs
Never show love, no metaphor Nigga
Real been building, neglected my soul
Attaching myself to whatever, whoever
Lost in the world but I′m scared to go home
If she tell me pull up then I might go
Im spinning off Oxy, it feels like a cyclone
Popping pill after pill, think I might choke
Got a noose on my neck, it's a tight rope
Baby that′s how it is
The ones that you hang around won't do you right
Unless you be sliding with them in the night
And even then they only might
Took enough this, took enough that
Wasn't enough I was chasing a high
Forget about this, forget about that
Forget everything we can keep it inside
Tell me you love me and mix it with liquor to ease all the pain from your beautiful lies
And take a few more of whatever they give you
Just wanna be getting lit in the night, yea
