A Life Once Lost

i tested your patience

without you even knowiing

so i continued to throw words

around carelessly

i knew how to get you off

certain words

evoked this beast from you

it was your carless eyes

that strayed away

which brought forth

your true feelings

now tell me of the nights

when you pushed my patience

the thrusts of hormonal guilt

i suffer here

your skin

holds the image of his face

and your hair

smells of compulsive lust

now tell me

was it worth it?