This just how it is
No more what it was
Wake up, take a shower, then I roll myself a blunt, uhIf I′m bein' honest, I′ve been goin' through a rot, uh
Victim of my selfishness, it's finally catchin′ up, uh
Money over love
Bitches doin′ drugs
When you gettin' famous, they gon′ shower you with love
Copy-pastin' compliments, don′t mean a single one
I'm addicted to attention, anythin′ to catch a buzz, uh
Roses in the grass, uh
Hoes up on a bus, uh
I had good intentions 'til I started slippin' up, uh
Lust took over love, now look at where we ended up
With the only one who really know me blockin′ me for months, uh
Lost a lot of friends (friends), uh
Happened all at once (once), uh
How you call me brother, then just leave me in the dust?
Half of me wanna fuck you up, the other half is crushed
And after all of that, somehow, I′m still supposed to learn to trust
Made it out the hood (hood), uh
Got it out the mud (mud), uh
Mama say she proud of me, don't know what I′ve become, uh
I be in my feelings, but I still don't feel enough
I got angels watchin′ over, but them demons creepin' up, uh
Bottles on the floor, uh
Models in the tub, uh
Room is still a mess, been too depressed to clean it up, uh
Plaques on every wall, but they from 2021
Take a picture, smoke a Swisher, reminisce on how it was, uh
Wipin′ off the tears, uh
Pickin' up the crumbs, uh
I had good intentions 'til I started slippin′ up, uh
Every story ends, but it ain′t over 'til it′s done
Ain't too late to change your life and be exactly what you want
(I′m golden, you know that)
(Take a look at my heart, take a glance at me)
(I'm golden, you know that)
(Take a shot in the dark, take a chance on me)
(There′s no love, there's no love, there's no love)
(Fuck the crystal balls, today these hoes keep showin′ up)
(I took the time, I did the work, I′m showin' up)
(So take a chance, baby, take a chance, take a chance on us)
