They keep saying RÆL we been waiting for you to drop
We thought you was jumping through all of your fears
I don′t know what told you to stopYou know that you rapping way better than peers
Like Oby you know that you hot
And if you start grinding for real with this music
We know you can go to the top
Nowadays, you been looking a flop
Sorry I know I've been tweaking
In my room writing so many songs, but honestly I′m overthinking
All these ideas thats stuck in my mind I'm honestly over the dreaming
Starting to see I can't swallow my pride
It′s hard to get over my demons
And me and the devil been meeting lately
Look in my eyes, might see a disguise
Cause I don′t know what I been seeking lately
Go through my lines, and you just may find
The truth underlying my seeming lazy
Was cuffed to the highs, but now I decide
Based off of the scriptures I'm reading daily
If you got a vision, they think you crazy
Might as well give ′em reason to talk
Big plans, put a shift in my walk
Missed chances, I feel I'm at fault
Big God, who I gotta exalt
Big problems, I gotta assault
And it′s hard to deal with it all
The pressure been getting to me
I feel like I'm dropping the ball
Don′t like how it's sitting in me
I feel like my calling too tall
Cause I know who living in me
I'm so overwhelmed the weight of the mission
That God has been giving to me
I make a leap and then I get to tweaking like
It′s so much sinning in me
I′m stuck in my mind, if you look inside
You'll see in a prison it′s me
But it's so much gifting in me
And I gotta finish the race inside
I′m sick and tired of chasing highs
I got a purpose, "replace the lies"
Know He been working to break the ties
And take my mind and make me wise
Know it's a game gotta play to rise
Can′t take my time
They keep saying RÆL we been waiting for you to drop
We thought you was jumping through all of your fears
I don't know what told you to stop
You know that you rapping way better than peers
Like Oby you know that you hot
And if you start grinding for real with this music
We know you can go to the top
Nowadays, you been looking a flop
Sorry I know I've been tweaking
In my room writing so many songs, but honestly I′m overthinking
All these ideas thats stuck in my mind I′m honestly over the dreaming
Starting to see I can't swallow my pride
It′s hard to get over my demons
Yeah
They keep saying RÆL we been waiting for you to drop
We thought you was jumping through all of your fears
I don't know what told you to stop
You know that you rapping way better than peers
Like Oby you know that you hot
And if you start grinding for real with this music
We know you can go to the top
Nowadays, you been looking a flop
Sorry I know I′ve been tweaking
In my room writing so many songs, but honestly I'm overthinking
All these ideas thats stuck in my mind I′m honestly over the dreaming
Starting to see I can't swallow my pride
It's hard to get over my demons
And me and the devil been meeting lately
