Yeah, it′s been a while since I spoke to you
Everything seems different now
I'm tryna focus, you′ve been out of frameBut it's crazy how I see the picture now
It's been a while since you′ve been around
I finally put the liquor down
Crazy how life is bitter-sweet
′Cause my grandpa is getting sicker now
Yeah, I've been trying not to lose touch
But all this stress is just too much
When I was young, it was me and him riding around the city
Just the two of us
Wish I spent more time with him
All the times that I held back
All this money in my bank account
But there ain′t no way to buy health back
See, back then we was close
Then I lost who I was
Getting close to my dreams
But further from who I love
What's meant to be is just meant to be
I don′t think we could change that
I ain't saying I regret it now
I just wish I had them days back
And that′s real
Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)
Wishing your heart still belonged to me, yeah
'Cause when I close my eyes, I'll be searching for you (searching for you)
Thinking of the ways I′ve been hurting for you (hurting for you)
I′ll be here if you come look for me (look for me)
Yeah, it's been a while since I spoke to you
Both of us getting older now
Life is moving so fast for me
I just wish I had a way to slow it down
Wish I wasn′t scared to open up
'Cause I ain′t talked to my dad still
But he's stubborn though, that′s where I get it from
He drinks Hennessy with his Advil
Everyone says I'm just like him
We smile hard and we hide tears
Even though I've seen him last month
I ain′t seen my dad in like five years
And that gets to me, heart′s heavy
I just can't adjust to these changes
Lost some people that was closest to me
Now I′m losing all of my patience
Ex-girls say they still love me
Old friends just come and go
Really, I've been tryna move on
But I′m too afraid to end up alone
Too afraid to give my love
'Cause I′m too afraid I won't feel love
And I'm too afraid that I′ll find love
Just to find out it′s not real love
I got so many trust issues
Wish I was there to uplift you
And even though we ain't close now
It′s difficult and I miss you
But I wonder what you say to people
When they speak about me
I know we both went our separate ways
I just wonder if you still think about me
That's real
Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)
Wishing your heart still belonged to me (still belonged to me)
′Cause when I close my eyes I'll be searching for you (I′ll think of you)
Thinking of the ways I've been hurting for you (of you)
I'll be here if you come look for me (if you come looking for me)
If you come looking for me
If you come looking for me
Yeah, yeah, yeah
If you come looking for me
If you come looking for me
Yeah, yeah, yeah
