Once again I can not put aside
the things that I feel
'cause they're aching in my heart
for some time now
cut it out 'cause I've found little games
that I play around
Put your hand on my mouth,
'cause it will muffle a shout
that you'd hear from a mile
and what's in will come out,
so I'll cry myself to sleep at night
And I seem to appear to be a really happy person
I look strong, I'll support everyone
come to me what is wrong
but I don't wanna stay
'Cause I am much too big a fighter
to give in to such a thing
and that's what everybody says,
so I won't throw my garbage in the ring
and I am much too big a fighter
to give in to such a thing
and that's what everybody says,so,
and that's why everybody says
I'm just a weak little pig
that's not able to compete
with life and all that comes natural
frightened of defeat or
to lose my face or soul
I'm always trying to find
an excuse for me to get lazy
or everything I know
that'll make my life easy
it's easy to act like you don't care
Oh what a problem
I might give up again
No, that's not what I want,
but what comes next
I'm not the problem
it's not in my head
It's all because of you guys I want dead
I'm not a psycho
it's not in my head
