Feeling like I can't forgive, but I want to
it's like I don't know how to live, I'm afraid to
I used to think take them as they come, without hesitations, no
now it's like my head is filled with lies, and persuasions
as the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me she's sayin' hurry it's one more day gone
what I wouldn't give just to forget
so I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again
I am feeling dissonant, and distracted
the toxic chemicals are spilling in my head and they're bleeding deadly reactions
and as the moon begins to rise he shows me all the colors that I'm hiding I'm hiding myself
what I wouldn't give just to forget
what I wouldn't give to get some rest
so I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again
am I desperately losing this fight
when I should really be choosing my flight
take me now
what I wouldn't give just to forget
what I wouldn't give to get some rest
so I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again
what I wouldn't give just to forget
what I wouldn't give to get some rest
what I wouldn't give just to forget
so I can remember how to live
