Fredrik Thordendal's Special Defects

i've become the nuclear image of eternity i'm the original stuff. all the

universes find their pattern in my being. for i'm the cosmic infinitesmal.

i'm the source. i'm the fountain. exploding in your face. (with a flick of

my wrist a new cosmos begins.) how glorious to be alive. be here with me now

in timeless micro-infinity.

reality now an oceanic flow of particles in everchanging patterns. panta

rei. undulating within the ultimate core of self. which is no-self. inside

this boundless thought wave. all is one and one is god. (truth is one. sui


everything is coming in waves and from all sides. nuclear. molecular and

cellular layers. modular wave-hierarchies. epi-phenomenon of the

ground-of-being of all other grounds-of-being. in a fractual involution. the

reversal of evolution. becoming is absolute. time is dying a slow death. the

eschaton is near. i'm into an ideational singularity: propelling towards the

neuro-galatic center, the transcendental nexus of self and world. a cosmic

junction where on a physical level: matter and anti-matter merge into each

other. into emptiness and on a psychic level god and self are inextricably