feelin down travelin'
fresh kid turned rapper
i can't believe i'm the eve that i'm droppin'
over the years seems i'm gettin dumber
reminiscing to a time when i was younger with a hunger
full of dreams, determination, self esteem
but now it seems they hesitate to be on my team
you know the routine
when you winnin' they grinnin
all up in your face like they was with you from the beginnin'
but on the good side, when you watch the black rip tide
foolish clown by how you slipped and let shit slide
beside the fact, my voice is wack
clown just ran around talkin bout i smoke crack
aint got no homey's that got my back
yeah i'm a brother but sometimes i dont feel black
my girl is white, my cam ain't in sight
niggaz who aint seen me in a while be like, dude you alright
(chorus)
who am i kiddin' who am i foolin, when they be like
whats up fatlip
and i say coolin
who am i kiddin' who am i foolin', when they be like
whats up fatlip
and i say coolin
who am i kiddin' who am i foolin', when they be like
go out like a sucker almost every day
in the back of your mind you probably thinkin' i was gay
but nah, i'm just a bitch ass nigga,
type to get jacked by a rich ass nigga
see, i been a loser just a part of my life
type to try to turn a hoe to a house wife
what do you expect, i give respect
and feel for hoe niggaz keep in check
uh, far from hard
emotionally scarred
on Rico Boulavard i was reguarded as a retard
i make myself sick, get on my own nerves
in maturance insecure grown up nerd
half centered m.c.
on a label thats unstable
droppin bliggy on the table
repeat chorus 4 times
(hey man, whats up man
yeah i still got it
yeah yeah, i been workin on my steps
yo check this out yo check this out
i still got it)