I′ve been losing confidence
And I think Its getting obvious
So now I got the shades on like MorpheusPain in my eyes I can't let these Niggas see
I′ve been holding back tears, I just might let 'em free
And it's getting hard to sleep
Ain′t done that shit in weeks
Ain′t talking to my ex, she begging me to speak
She said I need a pro, I told her therapy is weak
I could smoke it all away I just need an ounce of w
How you gonna run in circles and try to put me in box?
Ain't got a promise ring but I don′t really give a fuck
Imma do it how I want, roll my problems in a blunt
Yea I know I got some issues I ain't out here tryna front
But you be, you be acting like your shit ain′t stink
You're condescending, I promise you ain′t shit
You got some problems that you ain't fixed
But you all up in my business
I just needed you to listen
Wasn't asking for attention, but
All you ever did was bitch, about how you feel
And want me to open up and keep it real?
You′re so good at playing the victim, and I swear that shit is sickening
The bullshit that you on you could miss me
Then you wonder why I′m always looking pissed
You're always on some shit
Too deep in the war ain′t no way I'm gonna retreat
Too deep in the war ain′t no way I want some peace
Had to watch my brother sleep I ain't talking counting sheep
Am I my brother′s keeper?
Did he have to have the chills and the fever?
Did he see an angel or the reaper?
I swear my thoughts keep getting deeper
So don't ask me why I'm rolling another reefer
Bitch I′m grieving
Been doing this for thirty-six seasons
Speeding in a hell cat running from my demons
Tried to shake em off they ain′t leaving
I'm pouring my distress in a rhyme for a reason
Cold world it′s freezing, I think I'm losing
I think i′m losing confidence
I could walk on water only when I'm in my Yeezys
I pray to God my daughter gonna have a friend in Jesus
Just got a hell cat, now I′m driving like a demon
My girl been acting childish ever since she swallowed s
I've been dreaming, I've scheming, I′ve been plotting on these rappers
It′s all about revenge when a nigga start popping
You're looking for a charge so you gonna start flopping?
Man I hate these bench warmers acting like the first option
You gonna see my calling iso nigga every single play
Everybody gonna get it nigga every single way
Fourth quarter buzzer beater
Night night Curry sleeper
See me pointing at my finger, imma need my ring today
Next season too far, life′s getting too hard
And my drive is getting lower imma need a new car
Had my ego from the start, but now I'm feeling under par
I′ve been feeling outta place, I hope I live to see tomorrow
I don't wanna break her heart so I just her we′re involved
Let's just stay away from titles, let's not start to call it love
Ten dollars for some peace?, give me double for a dub
Shit I′ll even pay for triple I could never get enough
Puff puff pass, got a real rough past
Drive my whip so fast, pray this shit don′t crush
I know this pain gonna pass, I know this ain't gonna last
I don′t want no credit, imma need that cold cash
I'm the long dick bastard
To wash away these sins I need atleast three pastors
I hear the devil′s laughter
Imma live a full life and imma leave before the rapture
Ain't tryna be here after, and the flow is water get a raft
It′s important that we laugh
Get through all this fucking trauma we done dealt with in the past
Broken ego, broken hearts
Too much evil to restart
So we read it in reverse now I can live and play my part
In this movie I've been cast as villain
And that shit is killing me bro
