Wake yourself up
I′d listen back for hours
Disintegration by The CureLullaby, Homesick, Lovesong
Soundtrack to my time on tour
Quit my job, took a flight
Call my girl, start a fight
Did my best, Eddie Vedder
Then I buckle under pressure
Members come and members go
Town to town is all I know
Austin, Houston, El Paso
Adderall and espresso
How do you sleep at night?
Try as hard as I might
Did my best, Evan Dando
Where the fuck did the time go?
Throw your life away
Pick it up on another day
And I can't, I can′t hear you
Throw your life away
Pick it up on another day
And I can't, I can't hear you
′Cause I can′t hear you
Wake yourself up
It's not what I intended
No holidays or wedding vows
Cousins turned to teenagers
Send me back if you know how
Skim through all that they write
You didn′t have it tonight
Please them all, you could never
Bet it sticks with you forever!
Throw your life away
Pick it up on another day
And I can't, I can′t hear you
Throw your life away
Pick it up on another day
And I can't, I can′t hear you
'Cause I can't hear you
It′s not so glamorous
See your life through a camera lens
Add it up, anyone impressed?
Add it up ′til I'm laid to rest
It′s not so glamorous
Looking back on a life I missed
Add it up, all the years of stress
Always told I was second best
I had to learn
I had to learn
(I had to learn)
(I had to learn)
I had to learn
And I had to
And after all these years, my blessing was actually a curse
And what is success other than a comparison?
Me vs me vs all of y'all
